OK, so I chickened out on the SWF (salt water flush). I actually stared at the cup for several hours, while watching TV, trying to get up enough courage to do it. Obviously, it didn't work. As I said before, I did an all juice day today. Well...not all. I drank some iced tea and have a mini snickers bar and a mini kit-kat. Damn my husband for buying Halloween candy early.
I'm starting to get the makings of a headache so I'm debating between drinking a huge glass of OJ or having a little bit of white rice with a couple drops of soy sauce - just enough to add some flavor. I keep asking myself should I just eat the rice and make a fresh start tomorrow - including the SWF - or do I show that I have willpower and stick it out? It doesn't help that the chocolate is screaming my name. There are even little thoughts in the back of my head that I could just finish all the chocolate now and it will no longer be there to taunt me. It would be my "last hurrah" before going full force tomorrow. But do I really deserve it? I said I was going to start today and couldn't even do that.
I wish I had someone to tell me what to do...
The Lemonade Girl
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